Tuesday, June 20, 2006
hey guys..
back to update again..hmmm..
dun really like todays weather..keep rainning and rainning..make me feel so cold..had headache for the whole day today..hao nan guo..but no one noes..haha..didn say out..hmm..
met daddy[jinheng] today..haha..he rush down to club after fininshing his work..oso not sure he got finish mahx..hmm..only noe..daddy ni hao hao wor..=) played alot today..now so tired out..
been feeling left out and tired out for the past weeks and even till now..
oso not sure why..although i can sense that my frens care for me and be there for me..
something is jus missing..and i realy cant figure it out..even till now..
been broading over it for a long time alrdy..been trying my best not to think about it..
but sometimes it just cant be helped..
for weeks i have been realy tired out..i dun look like it..but i really am..hmmm..
still hanging on..i keep haing a strange strange feeling which i cant explain..
been really down and moody for quite sometime..
sorrie guys for that but really cant help it bahx..i jus feel..different sometimes frm u guys..
even though we may be going through the same things..
hmmm..i jus dun understand bahx..my motivation have been dropping lower and lower.. although my interest in aeomodelling has increased alot..but still..hais
feeling lost..tired..these feeling jus come to me again and again non stop..
if it continues i really dunno what to do le..hmm..
daddy and guys moving off to world champ really soon..got llike no to time to pei them lerx..
will be bored to death for 15 straight days lah..how i hope the dun have to go..anw..
it will not happen..hais..hmmm..although its only 15 days..
each day to me will be like a year..seriously..
having compeition again tml..i may only be a helper..
but i really learnt alot throughout the process..hmmm..hope it wun rain tml sia..
today rain half day le..nearly fall sick..
better end here for today bahx..will post soon..
buhbyee guys~
*ximin
~really tired out le..cant imagine when school reopens..=( hais..jus need more motivation..
__here without you
|Tuesday, June 20, 2006|
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
