Monday, June 26, 2006
hey guys..
jus finish doing some homework..so decided to blog
okie..school today is really really boring..i jus dreaded to go school sometimes..jus not ready for it yet..okie..maybe like what you say.."jus listen to the lecture and 1 day is over"..
did nothing i school today..had home period till 1045?so boring..had new sitting plan..will be sitting beside huiyun..crap..i really afraid that i will pull down her marks lah..hope not..will try not to talk in class..Must PAY ATTENTION..yupps..
had a period of lit today..nearly fell asleep cos i was really really tired out..but didnt..was carefully listening to what he was trying to say..i am not going to fail lit again..its a no no..must pass..
school ended at 145 today...waited for brenda till abt 2 and went cwp to get some stuffs..
hey girl if you are reading..heres something for you..
thanks for being around in my times of need lah..sorrie for throwing my temper at you during the holidays..but i was really stressed out and couldnt control my self..i am sorrie kies..and wanna thankew for teaching me so much..haha..i guess i really cant do well w/o having you around..i am really amzed by all the things you knew lah..teach me more next time kies :D
oso wanna thankew for being so encouraging..haha..got so much more to tell you..but not here..hmm..talk to you soon alrites:)
been really tired out by things happening around me..haven been myself lahx..jus feeling v left out no matter what i do..its like nothing is going in the way i wanted..and i just getting v tired out..just feeling very very burdened down..although i know that daddy and frens are always there for me..i jus cant bear to give them a call or sms to tell them my feelings..or maybe even on msn..i jus dread it..i got no idea why but i just dun dare to do so becos i am afraid to be giving them my burden or troubles..i feel really bad sometimes to reject their help..but i really didnt mean to do so..i'm sorry..
geting wear off mentally and physically..thoughs have been coming in and out of my mind..its like never ending kinda thing..and seriously i dread this kind of feelings..jus make me more unmotivated..theres always alot of things i wanna tell ppl but whenever i want too..it jus stuck at the throat and never come out..
will end here first..blog more tonite..
buhbyee..
~ximin
*have so much to tell you..but i jus dunno how to put it across..:(
__here without you
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