Monday, July 03, 2006
hey guys..
back to update..
hmm..stuck in the house for the whole day..so boring lah..spent my day doing some homework..overdued homework..haven finish yet...
its like never finish homework lahx..
can only balme myself for not doing it during the holidays..ah well..
wanted to go running today..but dunno who to call..
surppose to meet mommy[brenda] de..but in the end oso never go..
so sian..running have always been the best choice for me to de stress..
it dun always work..but at least make me feel better..
will jus push myself off limits and go over it..doesnt matter if i get tired out or strain..
jus wanna feel better..running is jus fun although my running sucks..
so stressed up today lah..no idea why but suddenly alot of things came into my mind..
hope to be able to go running or star gazing to sort all these things off my mind..
its like theres alot to sort but just dunno where to start from..
hmm..maybe i just need time=)
kinda miss alot of things after school starts..hmmm..
-i miss my friends around me..been neglecting them alot..
-i miss all my sisters..
-i miss my kors and jies..haven been catching up widd them for so long..
-i miss the time going out with friends to buy stuffs..have dinner..
-i miss daddy and mommy..haha..although i jus saw them ytd..
-i miss being myself..
~and theres more to come..dun wanna list them all out..[okie..i am kinda lame here..but i seriously miss u guys out there=( ]
hmm..missing out thing is something i hated the most..
i feel i am jus bad in time management.. seriously haven been myself for a long time already..
i am like being a diff person ever since holiday started..i am not ximin anymore..
haven been truely smiling ever since holiday started..
i dunno whats wrong but i jus couldnt make myself happy like b4..
haha..maybe happy go lucky is not working anymore..
its time to work hard!=)
end here first...will write more tml i guess..i wanna go running!
buhbyee~
*ximinn
~i wanna go running!i wanna go star gazing! anyone interested? heehees=)
~have so much to say..but i just dunno how to put across..
__here without you
|Monday, July 03, 2006|
Monday, July 03, 2006
