Monday, August 07, 2006

dreading school-,-..
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school is getting more and more boring! haish..maybe not lah..but jus feel sleepy everytime i am in class..doing the same things over and over again is so sians lo....anw..
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sat:
went club super early in the morning..hmm..didnt do anything much lahx..slept for awhile tho..
was so bored lor..nth to do..ah wells..
went out widd mommy daddy and kor..went playing arcade...wasnt in the mood lahx..
so jus anyhow play..had fun? think so..but jus couldnt smile or laugh..even a lil..
hmm..then went to a resevoir..hmm..keep throwing stones lah..
trying to throw all my unhappiness away..feel a lil better after that..
hmm..than went safra for bowling..my skills dropped like dunno what..wasnt in the mood bahx... feeling so moody the whole day..dunno why..jus not feeling like myself..too tired out le bahx.. hmmm..anw..went to work after tt..was soo tired when i got home..
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sunday:
went for service in the morning..chatted widd the younger ones..had so much fun i guess..
hmm..than went to sentosa for amazing race..ran ard sentosa like mad..so tiring lahx..
but really had fun..sentosa beach is still very nice though..looking at the beach makes me feel happy..wanna go there again..hmm..
had dinner at yongling's place widd sarah..chatted alot..watched tv..than went home at abt 10~
had a fruitful day i guessed..but really tired out..
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today~
went to school in the morning..nothing much happen i guess..still the smae things..
was smsing in class tho..really too bored liaox..notti rite..heehees..
hmm..wasnt paying attention in class though..slept throughout the whole bio lesson..
talked throughout physics..feel so nottii..but nvm..i already understand what the lesson is abt..
so nvm der..hmm..
went to cwp with mommy today..didnt talk alot like we normally did..
wasnt in the mood bahx..lol..was so sleepy wheni was talking to her..
and found out tt we couldnt stop quarrelling..jus couldnt agree on sth..but nvm..
jus gimi sometime to settle down kies..sorry..
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[to the one i have loggerheads widd all the time]
heys..sorry to keep throwing my temper on you..but i really couldnt help it..
hmm..we jus couldnt agree on sths lahx..and i hate it..i really do..
aiya..should stop interfering ur life le..feel so extra..couldnt help much anw..
some kinda thing..only u can help yourself..jus follow ur heart lor..
but u needa noe tt..u have to give it a try b4 u noe wat will happen next..
jus try kies..dun worry lahx..i be here for u..bu kai xin jiu lai zhao wo=)
hmm..abt sass..i dun give a damn abt them ler..getting on my nerves..and..
couldnt be bothered lah..u shold stop being nice to them too..they will step on you lah..
aiya..you got the choice to choose..i got no say over it..jus wan you to be happy tho..tc~
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[to the one who couldnt be bothered widd me..]
heys..noe you have been really busy..dun worry lah..i wun be disturbing you lerhx..
do well in ur exams kies..dun slack liaox..study hard..hmm..time spent widd u have been kinda nice..maybe not..well..as long as mommy happen..wu suo wei..i dun mind lah..
hmm..if u wanna go out again tell me lo..will ask her along..
i guess will stop going club for awhile..wanna forget some stuff..
dun wanna brood over things i sldnt..dun worry..i be jus fine..
help me take good care of her kies..dun make her angry anymore..i wun let u off..
hmm..wun be smsing tt much liaox..since all have been so busy..
wanna go out jus ask me lo..i wanna destress man..
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[to the one who treat us on sat]
heys..dun angry le kies..i didnt mean to do so..was jus joking..will pay u back der..
hmm..bowling more often?i wana play..=X
will try to ask ltd out too..hope he is free lo..you take care kies..study hard!=)
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shall end her today..nth much to blog abt..will blog soon..
*ximin
`jus couldnt forgt abt u..is it wrong to even noe u in the first place..i really dunno lah..i really dun..takecare kies..wun be disturbing u anymre..


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Monday, August 07, 2006


*[[____miee :)`-//*

~ximin
~minn
~sweet14
`wilful/unreasonable
`un-understandable
`stubborn

*[[____ Loves :)`-//*

`him
`bright/dark colours
`captains ball
`be a listening ear
`music for life!
`shopping
`going out with frens
`slack:)
`stargazing
`beach life

*[[____ hates :( `-//*

`eating
`People touchin my hair
`To be nagged at
`Backstabbers
`Troublemakers
`People lying to miee
`things not going the correct way
`forced to do thing i dun wanna do

*[[____ wishlist :/ `-//*

`to be widd him
`change to b a better person
`get good results
`dun nneed to study
`a adiddas/puma bag
`e converse shoe
`formal clothes
`more bears=)
`new wallet
`that op file
`more friends
`a room to myself
`live a life of freedom
`L7 or w800i=X

*[[____Linkiieex(:`-//*

*[[____ WEFC (: `-//*
abel
adeline
aggie
amanda
Andrew
benn
beryl
daniel lim
daniel wong
dinah
emily
eujin
eric
hannah
isabelle
jarrell
joshua
jules
leonard
limmie
lucille
marcus.P
mervyn
pris
sulwyn
vera
yongling
zeken

*[[____ evgians (: `-//*
christina
hazel
lianli
qunbo
wenkunn

*[[____ family (: `-//*
brenda[mommy]
tengda[korkor]

*[[____ others (: `-//*
my friendster
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