Wednesday, August 16, 2006
stress..tired..dunno what to do..
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bleahx...have been so tired out by school work and cca stuff..fan si le!
things jus arent going well for me now i guess..but will be striving on hard..
i overcame it before.i believe i can do it again~go girl!
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have been very hot tempered these few days lah..things jus arent going correctly..
okie..maybe i am wrong at times..but its really irritating lah..
trying to learn to be filled widd more patience now..hmm..how to say..
maybe i am jus too tired lah..haven been slping alot though..been mugging and mugging..
but things read just cant be rmbed..
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school have been normal bahx..jus tiring..long hours of studying..
have been sleeping in class lately..trying not to lah..but really cant take it sometimes..yupps..
and..cca too..have been having so much conflicts over lil lil stuffs..but sometimes..
its really vexed to see how the lower sec are doing thing..
every lil thing complain non stop..its like theres nth i can do..i jus watch and try to help lor..
hmm..nvm..shldnt complain too much too..finding myself a nag..=X
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was talking to my frens abt promises today lahx..than realise..i have been breaking promises i made unknowingly..even lil lil ones means alot..i reall didnt noe..hmm..
than my fren told me..next time when promises are made..try to fufil it..
but meanwhile when making a promise..think whether if you can do it anot..
have confidences b4 making any..because broken promises really hurts alot lahx..
it may mean nth to oneself..but the other party can be hurt very deeply..
and pls..never never think tt promise are meant to be broken..it isnt lahx..its very unfair..
very very unfair..it hurts really deeply..i've tried..so yupp..never to make a empty promise again!
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and..i have been going home late..not really late..but abt 7 plus 8..
okie..i noe its very bad..but sometimes i really dun wish to be home..its like theres nth i can do.. gets really bored out lah..theres like no one to tok to..its always only 2 person home..
my mom and me..all the time..i noe i shld keep my mom accompany..but we seldom chat too.. she do her things..i do mine..she's always busy too..tt like..
i am alone all to myself..doin nth but facing walls and screens..
okie..i feel so bad now.haish..so stress tired and bored!
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exams are coming soon..28 sept..i am not ready at all lahx..i still cant get my maths done..
i am so dead..have been starting to pass my maths now..but i am really afriad i wun make it..
hope i do well for the rest of the test coming up..good luck~
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shall end here bahx..bye~
*ximin
`life here w/o you jus sucks.but what can i do..hmm.no matter what..i'll be strong..
__here without you
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